For this is where love is made.
For I have tried my children in the fire of infirmity; in
the incomprehensible pain of the flesh.
They are left alone in the dark without guidance or light to
see.
I must at my own anguish leave them alone to see, to see if
they are of mine own sinew.
If they are of mine own, if they are of mine heart, they
will surely, truly be kindred.
Love cannot be demanded only offered and it is only seen
through longing.
In the midst of love it is squandered and taken for granted
and thus it is only seen when lost.
For in the differential of having and not having is the
realization and true definition that gives love its deepest meaning.
Thus the reason for the universe and all existence is love
and a God who incomprehensibly demanded it and went away in anguish for this
tyrannical demand.
There can be no other way. You must lose to gain. You must
die to live.
And, a God in heaven alone is the God of nothing.
You think this is without design, that all of existence just
happened?
Look deep and you will see your want; your want to be, your
want to go somewhere, your want to do something, your want rise above this
earthly, fleshly, limited realm.
You want.
You want to reach someone, to tell someone, to hear someone,
to be recognized by someone and to recognize someone.
And a God in heaven alone is the God of nothing.
While the frustration of your limited time, and your
frustration with your limited ability and your frustration with others ability
to understand your frustration, your reaching, your longing to do and
accomplish and to aid and comfort and fix the ills of all is so sorrowfully
misunderstood.
So this is where love is made, when you are dried up and all
you strength is gone in your anguish to demand love. You came with all your
heart to do that spirit that is in you, that thing that you are, this soul,
this entity which is you, which is how you were made.
In the image of God were you made, that of Love, Hate, Joy,
Grief, Fear, Jealousy and Grace and you are swimming in the void, in darkness
hoping and thus you are kindred. For you are kindred and like God knowing God's
want.
For a God in heaven alone is the God of nothing.
For this realm is truly designed. It is designed to find the
lonely, the broken and the wanton heart that will cherish life even at the cost
of its own, lest forever you are alone, lest forever you be alone.
And, love was nailed to a tree, not the tree of good and evil
but of life.
